Sunday, September 27, 2015

New beginnings to the end

Well, here we are. I am sitting on the train to Leipzig as I watch the trees pass by and the beautiful Germany scenery change, I can hardly believe that my time in Hannover has come to end. I tried to spend the last few days just enjoying every minute and moment of my beloved Hannover. The sun peeking through the window as we rub our eyes and roll out of bed at 6.30 in the morning. The smell of fresh trees and green grass as we open the door at 10 to star our work. Even the horrible smell of brewing beer as we turn the corner to walk to our train stop at Altenbeckner Dam. The old buildings and homes, the cobble stone sidewalks that ruin your suitcases. The old rickety trams in all their green glory. It feels as if it were yesterday that I arrived in Hannover. As I stood in the Train Station for my last 10 minutes I just watched as the people of Hannover walked by. 90% of them being my beloved African friends. Whom I will miss so dearly. 

We spent Monday going by on some friends. We stopped at the train station to meet Jacob. As we showed up I called Jacob to see where he was at, of course he replies "I am on my way be there in 5!" Which actually means I just got on the train and I will be there in 30 mins ha-ha. So we waited in front of the Burger King until a little short African man walked around the corner with is crazy white smile. As he approached us he just shook his head in disappointment upon my leaving and expressed he was tired of all of the people he loves going always. I had a good chat, and he shook our hand about 15 times before he turned around and walked back into the mass of people. 

Next on the list was Lydia. We walked up the stairs and when she opened the door, to my surprise she was her cheerful happy self again. It has been so hard for me to see our deal Lydia is so much pain due to her pregnancy. She finally received a priesthood blessing on Sunday, and it is amazing how it just works. She still has some pain, however not nearly as bad and she can actually laugh joke and smile. I told Lydia on Sunday I was leaving, however I think she was in so much pain she just couldn't understand that I was going. When we showed up on Monday and I asked, Lydia is there anything I can do for you before I leave she turned to me and asked, "What you’re leaving for good?" We had a good talk, and she wanted lots of pictures. I had a hard time explaining that I couldn't call her but I am hoping that in six weeks I can find some way to get in contact with her. She just repeated over and over stay safe and keep praying. It never ceases to amaze me the astounding faith the African people have. 

With that there is some amazing news I Hannover. They are creating an English speaking branch!! Oh I am so excited for them, and so happy. It will help the work along so well. Even though I wasn’t there for the change, I am so happy to have been part of the process of helping the work along. There are so many prepared people there and I am so excited to see those prepared have a place where they can turn to and a place where they can feel comfortable. 

We had a few more visit and ended our night with a family home evening at the Metzigs. They are one of the most amazing families that I know. It was great to spend my last night in Hannover with them and their two daughters. We sang songs, made jokes and even had a little paper mâché time. As the time approached to go I couldn't seem to let myself let the people I love so dearly go. However I knew I had to I walked down the stairs with the up most spirits that this family’s path will forever be entwined with mine. 

Well here is the rest of the email for the week. I arrived promptly 1.18 in the Leipzig train station on Tuesday. Where my warm loving German companion greeted me. Her name is sister Kronwitter. Ah she is one of my most favorite sisters in the mission. She came in with Sister Egbert's group of missionaries, and was trained by my favorite STL sister Lartey. She is a convert to the church and was baptized about 2 1/2 years ago. Sister Kronwitter makes everything a party, and I am so excited to spend my last 6 weeks with her.

Chemnitz ha-ha hmm what to say about this city, Well actually it is beautiful here. I feel like I have finally entered into real Germany. The people, the homes, the smells and the nature. We took a long drive to a member's home a few days ago and along the way I was taken away by the rolling hills and historic nature of the old buildings. The member we went to go visit is an 84 year old power house. She pulled up in her little red Suzuki from the train station. As we pulled up to her old home it was just like something out of a movie. The grass hadn't been mown in what looked like 6 months, all the trees and bushes we over grown. As we entered into the old home there was a stair case so steep that it was pretty much a latter. As we climbed up the stairs to the little kitchen, the smell German food hit my nose, and I could tell that we were in for an eating adventure. It was Schnitzel and potatoes not too bad, however the schnitzel was just sitting in a puddle of butter which she ladled over our potatoes and said "Isst du, das schmeckt" Meaning it is because it taste good. Ha-ha! Afterwards we helped in the garden where she took us up her 5000 mile long staircase in her back yard leading to her garden. Well more like a mess of all different kinds of vegetables and fruits just growing everywhere. She had a huge swimming pool in her garden, which she turned into a pond with giant gold fish. For being 84 years old though, she is extremely fit. She works in that garden every day and lifts things that are so heavy I couldn't do. It is amazing to me! Ah she is one of the funniest old ladies I have ever met. Even if I couldn't understand 80% of what she was saying in her think sechisch accent. 

Later that day we went out to go finding and got caught in the rain. After about 20 minutes of walking around, and being soaked all the way through finally we sat down in front of an apartment building and just prayed that heavenly father would make it stop. We got up, and continued to find however, it didn't. Nah ja, we just had an experience and it builds are character. It was a good bonding experience for sister Kronwitter and me. 

On Friday we meet with our friend Zahn Hoa. He is sooo cool. He is a 29 year old student from China, and has been meeting with the sisters since January. He is so ready to be baptized, but however is stuck on the knowing everything before being baptized. He knows he needs to, but just wants to know everything before he does. The spirit was so strong in the lesson though, as we talked about some of his concerns and then he just up and randomly said he will tell God he wants to be baptized and he will ask him if he should. Also that he is going to read 20 chapters in the book of Mormon before we meet next. He is really so cool! I am so excited for him. Please pray for him. He is good, and I am so excited for him. 

It is just such a different feeling here and I am so happy to serve. There is so many wonderful things awaiting here I know it. 

I was reading an amazing talk from October 2011 general conference called the opportunity of a lifetime. I will just end with one of my favorite quotes from "Your mission is a training ground for life. The experiences, lessons, and testimony obtained through faithful service are meant to provide a gospel-centered foundation that will last throughout mortality and into the eternities. However, for the blessings to continue after the mission, there are conditions that must be met"

The church is true, God loves us more than we could ever know. I know that we are all children of a loving Heavenly Father, and I am so happy to be a part of is wonderful work. 

I hope you have a wonderful week, 

Love Sister Toma 

Sunday, September 20, 2015

Transferring to Chemnitz

Dear Family and Friends, 


Wow what a week! I can't believe it, seriously so many miracles and mercies. Thanks so much for your prayers for Sister Stacey and I. They really helped so so so much. 

I hope everyone else had a good week? How is the weather over there? Here, well it is a little bi-polar at the moment. Last week I was wearing tights and a warm jacket, this week I am back into sandals. I don't think I will ever get used to the weather here and how much it changes. Ha-ha

Other than the weather though we had transfer call this week, and guess what? I am... Getting transferred to a city called Chemnitz, way out in the deep southern east. I can't tell you how much I have cried I don't think it has stopped since Saturday, with the thought of leaving my dear sweet Sister Stacey, and Hannover. There is so many things awaiting here and it seems as all the good comes for anything, then I have to go. I can tell you it won't be easy, going to Chemnitz will probably be one of the hardest transfers of my mission. However, I know the Lord needs me to learn something and whatever that may be I promised to serve with all my heart might mind and strength as I wrote to the first presidency accepting my mission call. So that is what I will do.  I will miss these people so much though, my heart aches with the thought of having to say goodbye. Every time. They just have amazing huge hearts and It aches me to have to let them go, however I know that the sister who comes will now have to wonderful opportunity to love them and receive their love. I can't believe it though I am still in shock!! 
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In other news, Nana finally agreed to being baptized. Hopefully on the 18 of October. I am super sad that I won't be able to be there to see him be baptized. Also Gloria, her date fell out for this week due to health complications. 

It was probably the worst walking away from Theresa's home and seeing Little Ben standing on the balcony waving his hand back and forth in the air and saying "bye bye sister Toma" not knowing he won't ever see me again. As soon as I turned the corner my eyes filled up with tears as I realized how this really will be the last time in this lifetime that I might see these people. 

Can I just tell you all how much I love being a missionary? I love all the miracles we see, I love all the experience we have, even the trials. Why? Because in the end they all bring us closer to our Father in Heaven. It blows my mind every time we leave the apartment from Gaure. Here we are sitting in a little apartment, speaking German with a woman from Papua new Guinea It is absolutely incredible. She is twice my age and has 1000 times more life experience than I have ever had, however loves us as her best friends, and invites us over to learn from two young girls who haven't even graduated collage yet. How is this possible? Why has God called such a young people to do this work? I ask myself these questions almost every day. However, I always come to the conclusion of 1 Nephi 3:7  

7 And it came to pass that I, Nephi, said unto my father: I will go and do the things which the Lord hath commanded, for I know that the Lord giveth no commandments unto the children of men, save he shall prepare a way for them that they may accomplish the thing which he commandeth them.

That we as a young generation have been called to be the builders of the kingdom of God, by preaching the Gospel to the world. With that calling that I received in January 1 2014, God was sending out his call to me, and has provided countless ways for me to accomplish this. I know they are miracles, and I know his hand has been in every part of it. I know that if this was not the true church or ordained from God there would be no way in a million years thousands of 18 and 19 year old young people would be able to get into the homes of so many prepared people. This is truly his calling for us today, and what a blessing it truly is to be his servant at this time. 

I can't believe it is my last 6 weeks that is also aching my heart. This country and these people they are me now, I don't feel it to be real that this is my very last six weeks in Germany. I count that as a blessing though as it helps me stay focused on the work and the sisters, I hope that in some way do the same that I have done for the sisters here also in Chemnitz. 

Well my friends and family with that I bid you adieu, I love and hope you all a wonder miracle filled week. 

13 Behold, I am a disciple of Jesus Christ, the Son of God. I have been called of him to declare his word among his people, that they might have everlasting life.


Love sister Toma 

Anticipating changes!

Dear family how are you doing? I hope good now that Hunter is home safe and sound! I can't believe that it has been two years already. It seems like yesterday he left off to Guatemala to be in the MTC. I am so proud of him. I can't say that enough. He has been such a wonderful example to me on my mission.

Baptized investigators going to the temple!
How did the homecoming talk go and how is everything going, I would love to know. Is he surviving Sunday's with nothing to do? Ha-ha. I am glad Hunter is the Ginny pig for the first time in my life. 
You all can figure out how to help him adjust then you will be professionals for my return! Ha-ha jk, 
I know Hunter is doing just fine and he is already killing it being a returned missionary. Sorry I just think I am really funny.

This week we find out whether I will be staying here for my last six weeks or being moved somewhere else? I still don't know how I feel about the thought of leaving. I know that whatever God wants or needs I will happily do. However, I would be in heaven with the thought of finishing my mission in the most wonderful city in the Berlin Germany mission. I don't know what God has in store though, and who he has for me next. Who I need to meet, or what I need to learn. I know he has a plan, and as a missionary we become very aware of that. It always seems that when we get comfortable, or want something so bad, God wants the exact opposite, and needs to stretch and challenge us. Without these stretchings and growings though, we could never learn to trust in him or grow stronger in our testimony of this life and why we are ultimately here. I have a firm and deep testimony of that. "Because he loves us he pushes us."

We had a very interesting week. We went on two exchanges, and they were both so wonderful. I got to get to know both Sister Patterson and Jensen a little better. I just look up to all these sisters so much. Their courage to be here, their faith and diligence to be obedient and hardworking Missionaries. I feel so blessed to be in the presence of such amazing disciples of Christ. Even though I learn a lot and it is fun to be with someone new, or in a new area, it always reminds me and makes me thankful for my dear Sister Stacey. She is an awesome companion, and I have had so much fun with her. I have been truly blessed with the companions I have had on the mission, and I am so grateful for all they have taught me and their influences in my life. You really do learn so much from living with someone 24/7 ha-ha. I hope I can finish my mission with Sister Stacey, it would be a dream!!

As for the missionary work this week. Man it has been a little rough. Please pray that we can find some new people. We really have this little slump and both Sister Stacey and I just want to do everything we can to finish her last two and my last transfer Strong!! With all our strength and energy that we can!! I know God has a plan for us, and there is something waiting around the corner, as long as we do our part. However, now I feel I am more focused than ever more willing to give it more than I have ever given because I want to be able to one day look back and say, that yes I did all I could.
I know my emails haven't been as long and detailed as they normally are. However, I feel at this point most of them sound about the same every week ha-ha. I know every day has a new miracle and story, and we really have seen so many tender mercies and miracles in this last week. We were able to give Therese a priesthood blessing, (I mean the elders did) however, it was a miracle in and of itself that we showed up to her home when we did. We went to an eating appointment on Sunday. Where the family was only supposed to feed us sisters. However then realized that the elders had nowhere to go and another lady who was here all alone from America and had nowhere to go for fast Sunday. So they had all 7 of us over not planning on it including their family making us 12.  With barley enough food and not much money or time to prepare, they were able to quickly prepare a small meal for us all. There was just enough soup to fill everyone's bowl one time and with two small loafs of bread we truly experienced a (Bread and Fish) miracle. The soup was able to fill us up so much that some couldn't even finish their bowl. Half of us couldn't eat dessert because we were so full. We even had a whole loaf of bread left over that she willing gave to us to take home knowing full well that it could feed her family the next day. God is truly there every day to show us his had in our life.
I am so grateful for missions, the experience that we face, to shape and mold us. I couldn't imagine my life without these people, trails, joys, and mercies all found within the path we must walk to perfection.

D&C 121
7 My son, peace be unto thy soul; thine adversity and thine afflictions shall be but a small moment;
8 And then, if thou endure it well, God shall exalt thee on high; thou shalt triumph over all thy foes.

I love you all have a wonderful week,

Sister Toma

Sunday, September 6, 2015

Pfad zum Perfektion

Dear Family and Friends

I hope that your week was good? Well I hear that school starts today for everyone. I can't believe that Braden is on his senior year, Conner is going into the 8th grade and Hunter will be home from his mission in less than 2 days. Lots of big changes and events going on this year. It blows my mind to see my family and friends growing up, getting married, having babies, returning from missions, going on missions. WOW! Life just keeps going on, and I am still here. HAHA Just the life of a missionary I guess. However I love it. 

I got an amazing Email from Elder Toma last week. It made my day. This last transfer I have been looking back on my mission, all that I have done and did, I have been having these questions in my head if what I did was enough, If I really have done all I could and should. However in the words of my brother, there should be no regrets or worries as long as I just keep looking forward.  After all I have lived through so far on my mission and all I have learned so far, I have come to my new motto. 

"Life isn't about the perfection, of being the perfect missionary, member, Leader, teacher, or even mission president. Rather it is about the road to perfection. " -me 😉

We will never be the perfect at any of those things. We can never be an exactly obedient missionary, or do everything exactly right! We can never be a perfect member, or do everything a member is supposed to do. However we can walk the road to perfection. If we fall down, slow down, step off of lose our way, we can always get back on and say this time "I will do better". With that we have people every day around us walking the same path, to help us, to cheer us on, to fall down and tell us how to get back up. We are not alone in it. The best of all, Christ is there to hold our hand the whole way. He is our ultimate Cheerleader. ;) 

We have to keep looking forward and relying on the atonement of Christ. That is why it is there. Because we need it. 

27 And if men come unto me I will show unto them their weakness. I give unto men weakness that they may be humble; and my grace is sufficient for all men that humble themselves before me; for if they humble themselves before me, and have faith in me, then will I make weak things become strong unto them.
Ether 12:27 

With that our week was pretty good. We finally got in contact with Gloria. She is doing great and has a brand new baby girl named Claudia. We loved seeing Gloria, and she is just as strong and faithful as ever. Come to find out her phone broke, so that is why we didn't have any contact with her. She was so happy to finally see us though, and we her. 

I got to return to my beautiful city of Osnabrueck. It was a great time. We went finding in the city, and it brought back so many wonderful Memories. The best part of all, was being able to see Miguel, and set him on a baptismal date for the 24 of October! Right before I go home, so pray that all goes well that he can also do everything possible to be ready for the 24. Also that I will stay in Hannover so I can go ha-ha. 

Well I Hope you all have a wonderful week! I love you all so much, good luck with school and everything! 

Love, 

Sister Toma