Monday, March 23, 2015

Ups and Downs


I know I am blessed. I but I never take it for granted. I know there are a million more people out there to be found and taught and baptized we just have to work hard and be obedient!! Talk to everyone.
Leadership Training
I am still working on becoming all those things though... Missions are hard... but I am enjoying the fruits of success!! Not just baptisms.

This week has been a little rougher.. I am starting to feel the real stress of a mission. Just the people you love going and coming and you just wanted to to move forward but they wont...
 


Yesterday we were at an eating appointment and it was so hard I almost started breaking down and crying in the middle of our lesson... Luckily I made it out of the house and around the corner before I did start crying...
I really am trying so hard... just praying everyday so long to my Father in Heaven for help and guidance...
Special Sister Leader Training

I honestly am in love with Berlin.. REALLY TRULY.. I think I will be transferred here in the next two weeks, I really don't want to say goodbye to everyone it will be so hard.. I love my ward, investigators, new converts and everyone so much It will be so hard to say goodbye.. but I think I have to start preparing myself for it.
Olga played a piano piece in sacrament this week it was beautiful.. the ward loved it. They are all really sad that she has to leave. And she is really sad that she has to go. I feel bad that she has to go back.. She loves it here so much..


Zone Training
You have to start preparing for some RMS too mom hunter comes home in less that 6 months that is not long at all.. You are now on the countdown days.. really! I hit my year mark in 8 weeks. I can't believe it has been that long, I feel like I just got here. I feel like I am still new, trying to get the hang of everything and figure it all out.. however I think honestly that is how God wants us to feel as missionaries.. If we felt like we got it down, that we knew everything there was to know about how to be a good missionary then we wouldn't grow..
I love you lots,

Kinzie